que sera sera

If V is for Vendetta and I’m FREE to speak as load as my heart, still I guess, it won’t change everything. So I’d rather to be silence, and que sera sera

Banyak orang, mengatakan sesuatu yang sepertinya tidak mengapa, tapi  Demi Tuhan, kata-kata yang menjatuhkan adalah bumerang. Walau hanya untuk tawa, tetap saja menusuk, membuatmu berpikir ulang.

It’s not about my pride, it’s about my mental health which bruise so easily whenever people make a ‘fun’ on me.

Tau banget itu cuma becanda ga ngerubah apapun, karna tau juga pada dasarnya mungkin itu ada benarnya. Dan boleh jadi candaan itu keluar dari hati langsung tanpa saringan. Buat objek yang dikenai a.k.a korban tetep aja itu nyakitin. Kata-kata ‘menyakitkan’ mungkin kedengarannya lebay. Still, for God’s sake it hurts, people underestimate you, suddenly you’ll feel so unprecious.

But then I remember someone saying “gada orang yang bisa ngerendahin elo, kecuali elo yang rendah diri duluan” Kultur yang beda di just-accepted-life ini ya jadi pelajaran, ada beberapa orang yang saking polosnya ga ngerti kata-kata yang dia keluarkan berdampak besar buat orang lain. DAN SAYA JUGA PAHAM BENAR HAL ITU #LOL

Be careful not only with what you wish for but  what comes from your mouth too

Too much prejudice, maybe I’m negative thinking. I’m just writing, no hope or expectation. It’s all in my head, no hard feeling.

Unsustainable mind and behavior which may cause I’m getting too sensitive today or PMS maybe hahahaha

Lirik lagu ini, buat aku semangat lagi, que sera sera :)

Que sera sera – Pink Martini

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother what will I be
Will I be pretty
Will I be rich
Here's what she said to me

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I was just a child in school
I asked my teacher what should I try
Should I paint pictures
Should I sing songs
This was her wise reply

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will there be rainbows day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

What will be, will be
Que sera sera...

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